Pavement

My feet pound the pavement, these wet and lonely streets
Wanting to be anywhere but here, tired of living in this nightmare.
My heart says one thing, your head says another.
Why can't we get on the same wavelength and just be together?
Is this rain, or am I crying?
All this pain, I feel like dying.
I hate the way you look at me when you say you're sorry,
But you never tell me why, never explain how you feel.
How can you expect me to understand?
Forgive me for this icy wasteland I've carved inside my heart,
It's the only thing between breaking down and bleeding out.
I hope the rain won't stop, I don't want you to see me crying.
So I walk these rain washed streets alone,
Hating, missing, loving you.